Remember my last blog? Ya well I’ve been with devin… Aka the guy I love ever since i posted that… There’s this girl with us… Her name is bailey… She is the fuckin shit she’s so awesome I frickin love here…. There’s a group of us actually Shawn Anna Justin Michael Tim Bails and Dev… Ages go 15, 17, 18, 19, 18, 14, and 17 ….. Thing is my lil munchkin aka bailey bails mini me … Has a thing with dev… And I see his arm around her and them kissing … Yet he flirts with me still when she’s not in the room…. Him and his girlfriend broke up yesterday but that’s dev for you… He wants her cause she’s young… I don’t want to see her hurt… And I love her yet at times like now when they are behind the couch making out and I’m the only other one awake… I hate her because I want to be her… I love dev with all of my heart but the only reason I’m not showing that I’m hurt is because I can see that he’s happy… He smiles and laughs when she’s here… And I love more than anything seeing him happy
Heres the story…
I’m laying in a bed right now…
Higher than a kite with the love of my life and my best friend it goes
Her… Him… Me…
But what’s fucked up is he knows how much I love him and only wanna be close to him…. And he’s got his back to me facing her
Listen to me sing she says
Your an amazing singer I love your voice he says
Your gonna lay on the bed with us right? She says
Yeah only if I get middle he says
Feel my pillow she says…
It’s so soft I’m sleepin closer to you so I can share it he says
He’s leaning towards her and she’s pulling him away from me…. When all I want him to do is look at me and see how much I’m hurting
I’m the only one awake
The sun is up they’re all passed out
All I want is him
But he’s still closer to her
The sun is up and I’m crying
So tired or am I lying
Is this what it’s like when your heart is dying?
I love you… That’s when you know I’m trying to stop crying I’m not lying
Heres the story…
I’m laying in a bed right now…
Higher than a kite with the love of my life it goes
Her… Him… Me…
But what’s fucked up is he knows how much I love him and only wanna be close to him…. And he’s got his back to me facing her
Listen to me sing she says
Your an amazing singer I love your voice he says
Your gonna lay on the bed with us right? She says
Yeah only if I get middle he says
Feel my pillow she says…
It’s so soft I’m sleepin closer to you so I can share it he says
He’s leaning towards her and she’s pulling him away from me…. When all I want him to do is look at me and see how much I’m hurting
I’m the only one awake
The sun is up they’re all passed out
All I want is him
But he’s still closer to her
The sun is up and I’m crying
So tired or am I lying
Is this what it’s like when your heart is dying?
I love you… That’s when you know I’m trying to stop crying I’m not lying
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Kiss slipped secret
On your salt-streamed cheek —
It tasted like longing.The strongest muscle in my body —
The one that makes me bleed,
The one that makes me love,
Pounding, pleading — leave.Belligerent butterflies
Dancing in my stomach,
Singing sweet, teasing,
Lilting, laughing — stay.The butterflies won,
that day.I’ve been drowning ever since.
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There’s that lonely girl
Forgot what it’s like
To be innocent and pure
Screaming for the essence
of a mans touch
Wishing for love
And begging for luck
Been so long
Since she’s been with one
Yet far from alone
Always someone
Recalling her past
The ones she’s touched
It was just a phase
Not one to fuck
N run away
Or pretend they’re just friends
Cause shed always hurt
When it comes to the end
Loathing the world
For the abyss she’s in
Scared and unsure
Of when the realness begins
Or when it ends
and the fake pretends
To be her love
To be her friend
Or will she decide
That it’s enough for this to end
Why is everyone letting me drown And I’m not the only one who’s falling down We try so hard to stay and fight But why stay and get hurt when there is no more light Atramentous days is all the more i see Ambition and aspiration dying inside me Rapture no more Now you know why I’m crying
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Her breath was as shallow as a pair of butterfly wings caught between the burden of two angry palms. Every inhalation was delicate, flustered, a flutter trying to escape the net of fingers clasped over her moaning rose petal lips, a cry wedged into the cracks of his savage palms. His cadence…
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Rapture
mixed media on paper
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